Kali ini gue pengen berkisah tentang ulang tahun gue yang paling terakhir ini, yang mana menurut gw merupakan hari ulang tahun gw yang terbaik dibanding tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Udah basi banget emang, udah sembilan bulan berlalu (yang dulunya masi zygot sekarang pasti udah bayi tuh) tapi baru gue certain sekarang, haha. BTW, gue masih teen-ager nih, masih belasan, baru 19 tahun, senengnya awet muda :D :D :D.
Sebenarnya bukan tepat di hari H sih, tapi yaa yang penting kan eventnya pas ulang tahun gua, bodo amat lah ama detail. Kebetulan hari ulang tahun gue kemaren jatuh pada hari minggu makanya pas banget. Sabtu siang menuju sore gue masih melapuk gitu di kosan, hibernasi, tiduran gak jelas, sesuai dengan jati diri gue yang nocturnal kelas elite. Gue udah gak begitu tertarik lagi dengan hari ulang tahun gue sejak di bandung karena emang gak ada orang yang pas buat berbagi, bukannya gue gak berharap juga tapi yaa emang gitu, so, otomatis gw cuek cuek bebek aja ama hari ulang tahun gue, toh malaikat tidak lebih dekat ke bumi karena itu.
BUT, PUT IT ON HOLD, ternyata emang bener bahwa gak semua malaikat itu bersayap, banyak juga ternyata orang-orang yang berhati malaikat di sekitar gue. Mereka bukan the fallen, the guardiang ato apa, emang manusia normal (sejauh yang gue tau); tapi mereka berbuat baik yang menurut gue gak pantas gue terima (tau sendiri lah sikap gue, lebih cocok untuk dijauhi daripada dibaikin, pathetic, I know).
Gue berencana ngabisin weekend gue ber-weekend ria di kamar sambil online dan main game-game ecek-ecek ampe mabok biar besoknya ngantuk dan tidur seharian, lupakan masa lalu, haha. Trus abis maghrib ada ajakan yang rada memaksa dari senior gue sekosan (dengan dalih kasian ngeliat gue di kamar tiap waktu) untuk keluar dan makan malam ama geng mereka, geng yang mana kalau di kampus gue dipanggil SWASTA, Sudah Waktunya Anda Selesaikan Tugas Akhir (yang tahun lima dan enam).perlu diketahui di kosan gue ada dua orang swasta, dua orang seangkatan gue, dan dua orang lagi junior gue angkatan 2010. Itu anggota tetap, kadang-kadang ada tamu yang semuanya swasta, dari unand ampe UGM yang tinggal sementara di kosan gue buat liburan ato cari kerja, kami semuanya satu SMA. Waktu itu ada satu orang senior swasta dari unand yang tinggal di kosan gue buat ngurus proyek sejenis borongan garment, ditambah dua orang swasta yang menetap jadi total tiga orang, empat ama gue. yang lain gak tau kemana, gak ada di kosan aja pokoknya, bodoh amat gue gak peduli, gue kan rada autis, haha.
Ketiga orang senior gue itu (bang Ireng, IlKom unpad; bang Indra, sarjana fisika Unpad; BaRon [bang Roni] sastra minang unand) berhasil memaksa gue keluar dari comfort zone gue menemani mereka makan malam ke salah satu rumah makan padang di simpang tubagus. Mereka tak lupa ngajak anggota geng swasta tetap lainnya (kak Anita, teknik industri ITB) ama geng swasta tambahan (kak lia, gak tau kuliah dimana, yang jelas di bandung angkatan 2007, lagi available butuh curhat ama baron) jadi total enam orang termasuk gue. Gue pikir ajang ngumpulnya cuma sebatas makan malam doang, taunya mereka niat maen-maen ampe pagi, gak jadi dah gue main gamenya. Opsi-opsi pun berdatangan, usulan dari ke ciater, nonton ke bioskop, main bowling, billiard, ampe karaokean bermunculan, tapi apalahdaya dana gak sampai akhirnya gue ngusulin kalo main ke bubin aja (bukit bintang, itu loh bukit tempat syuting pilem dealova) kebetulan gue ama kak lia pernah kesitu dan yang lain enggak. Irit, cocok buat hedon, malam minggu yang cerah lagi, pas beut. Cuma sekali naik angkot kesitu, 15 menitan paling, jalannya doing yang jauh. Di pinggiran jalan banyak mini market jadi kami sempat ngumpulin bekal-bekal buat di bubin ntar, biasa lah, kacang-kacangan, walfer, cokelat, aer, tisu (buat antisipasi gue mimisan, I’m such an eternal nose-bleeder, gue gak tahan ama cuaca yang terlalu dingin).
Jadilah kami tertatih-tatih mendaki puncak kemenangan--gue disini bilangnya kami bukan mereka karena meskipun gue bangga sebagai anggota Hima TG Terra tapi gue juga termasuk barisan Red Scarf, juga gak ada teman angkatan gue yang dukung gue disini, all by meself—banyak yang mengeluh (gue dan cewe-cewe) tapi yaa walo hujan duit pun bakal teduh juga, sampai juga dah di TT (tempat tujuan), horeee, plok..plok..plok…
Nyampe disitu jam sepuluhan kalo gak salah, rencananya ampe jam satu disitu, dan emang ampe jam satu. Trus datang dah sms aneh dari teman gue yang dari bogor-cewe, kenal di facebook, akrab pada waktunya- isinya ucapan selamat ulang tahun, uwanjir, sekarang malem ulang tahun gue nyak, gue curiga nih bangkak-bangkak (abang-abang dan kakak-kakak) sengaja narik gue keluar karna gue udah mo TT (tambah tua)dan menyambut gue ke dewan tetua (sori-sori aja bangkak, aing masih delapan belas, baru mo masuk ke Sembilan belas aing, masi belum cukup umur masuk dewan tetua). Tapi rasanya gak mungkin dah, gue gak nunjukin signal apa-apa kalo gue esoknya mo ulang tahun, gak mungkin lah ada diantara mereka yang tau (even thou deep down in my heart, I want them to be knowing my upcoming birthday and do so due so).
Wait a minute, it’s not my birthday, not yet,ini kan masi jam sepuluh. kenapa gue dapat sms jam sepuluh? Gue belum ulang tahun dong L. Mungkin dia salah liat tanggal kali, mungkin dia salah kirim, tae banget kalo gitu, nangis darah gue. Gue bales ntuh sms, gue gak lagi ulang tahun, dianya sms lagi, dan gue kutip, “iye, emang. Tapi ulang tahun lo besok kan? Gue tau kalo lo tau gue gak tinggal di irian ato Maluku, tapi disana udah jam 12 loh. Anggap aja udah tengah malam ya, gue pengen ngucapin selamat ulang tahun tepat waktu tapi gue udah ngantuk banget, hehe.”. Alhamdulillah, ada yang baik ama gue J.
Mood gue berubah menjadi lebih baik, para swasta nyanyi minang keras-keras gue juga ikutan (walo awalnya gue malah nganggapnya bikin malu, kan gak kita aja disitu, banyak orang-orang lain juga, rame banget soalnya). Kami cuma gitu-gitu aja disitu, nyanyi-nyanyi, ledek-ledekin, hepi-hepian. Senang banget.
You know what? (what?), tepat jam 00.00 mereka tiba tiba serentak nyanyiin happy birthday tanpa aba-aba, tanpa indikasi. Oh my god, I was so damn stunned, I was still denying a part of my head saying that they did it for my birthday. Saking kagetnya gue diam aja, gue tau gue gak pantas diperlakuin seperti itu, kebaikan apa yang pernah gue lakuin buat mereka? Gue selalu berkata kasar, gak pernah respect ama mereka, gue tau diri untuk tidak berharap mendapatkan apa-apa, you take what you give, gue gak pantas aja. Gue diem aja seolah-olah mereka gak begitu buat gue, gue takut kalo gue ngomong suara gue bakal beda. Mereka brenti nyanyi, trus agak lama ada bisikan seseorang ke yang lain nanya “ulang tahune (nya) beneran sekarang kan?”. Gue tau tanpa nanya mereka udah tau jawabannya, tiga biji sms masuk ke hape gue, hanya sedikit alasan orang ngirim sms tepat tengah malam dan ini gue nerima tiga biji, yang pasti bukan dari orang yang sama karena gue gak menggubris sms-sms itu seketika sehingga dianggap sebagai sms balasan. Gue gak ngapa-ngapain selama lima belas menit kedepan, hape bunyi gak gue gubris, gue berperan sebagai patung figuran di altar Olympia di pilem-pilem yunani.
Gue tau itu salah satu dari beberapa penyesalan dalam hidup gue, yang mana kalau gue punya time folder bakal gue undo. Kalau ada orang manggil kita harus nyahut, kalau ada orang yang berbuat baik kita harus berterima kasih. Gue tau udah bikin mereka kecewa karna tidak mengapresiasikan kebaikan mereka. Tolol banget elu lang, keak gak punya moral aja.
Rasa bersalah gue semakin membesar ketika esoknya mereka patungan membeli dua kotak brownies buat kue, yang katanya sebagai kue ulang tahun gue. Gue gak berani makan kue itu, tapi gue harus makan untuk nunjukin rasa terima kasih gue. Gue ambil sepotong, terus gue bagi-bagiin ke seisi kosan.
Yang pasti gue gak bakal ngelupain kebaikan yang gue peroleh saat itu, sampe sekarang gue gak tau kenapa ulang tahun gue begitu diapresiasi ama mereka, gue emang super hoki tapi gak pernah bersyukur. Gue merasa banyak orang lain seisi kosan yang begitu baik sehingga ulang tahun mereka perlu ikut diperhatikan tapi entah mengapa hanya gue aja disitu yang ulang tahunnya dirayain. Mereka bahkan beliin brownies ;). Gue merasa belum sempat sempat aja ngebalas kebaikan mereka.
Gue gak membual waktu bilang kalo itu ulang tahun terbaik gue, sejauh ini ulang tahun gue yang dirayain itu waktu taman kanak kanak, itu juga merupakan ritual, tiap yang ulang tahun dirayain, pakai pakaian pengantin adat, trus dirayain ama teman-teman dan orang tua. Tapi itu udah lama, gue udah lupa, ulang tahun ke empat gue itu. Setelah itu pernah juga di hari ulang tahun gue yang ke tujuh belas bokap beli pan pizza jumbo. Itu aja palingan ulang tahun gue yang ada embel embelnya, soalnya keluarga gue gak pernah ngerayain ulang tahun, yang kami lakuin saat ada yang ulang tahun Cuma memperlakukan mereka dengan baik, gitu aja.
Tiga biji sms itu dari teman-teman dekat gue, satu diantaranya udah empat tahun berturut-turut ngucapin selamat secara ontime. Orang minang tapi kok ontime ya, dia emang ekstraordinari sih, gue aja manggilnya the champion.
Tapi disini kita gak bahas itu, bagaimanapun juga ini tentang ulang tahun gue bersama para tetua. Emang bener bahwa mengumbar kebaikan sendiri itu bukan hal yang baik, tapi itu kan bukan kebaikan gue, jadi gak apa apa lah gue certain. Gue certain karena bagi gue itu sangat berarti. Some time, huh? With bang ireng, bang indra, bang baron, kak anita, dan kak lia. Gue bahkan gak sempat berterima kasih. Terima kasih.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
That's The Way It Is
"big brother is a huge wall that block the path of the younger brother which is about to leap over" (-uchiha itachi-, Naruto, kishimoto masashi)
"you know why the big brother had always been born first? because it's meant to protect younger who'd be born after" (-kurosaki ichigo-, bleach, kubo tite)
my destiny had beed decided ever since i was named as i am, Gilang Vernando, the last-name part, but the complicated thing is way before that. it's when my old brother got a different name, he was gifted by our family name, khaira. see the glitch?
i was and am raised by the shadow of my old bro; he was always too many steps further like: he is the batman, i'm the robin; he's ironman, i'm rhody; jack sparrow-william turner; him-me...
he is like 2 and half years older, begun his tuition 2 years before me. the time he entered elementary and qur'an-learning class, everything seems just fine; he reviewed what he learned at home, i tried to catch up and learn it together with him which made me enable to read alphabetic and arabic in such a young age, everything went just fine, yeah. he got #1 rank at the very first year and constantly keep his grade until graduation. o yeah, he got a bike as the present for his rank.
Time for me to hit the school, but sadly enough, i can't hit the #1 rank for a very long period due my bad behaviours and my unreadable handwriting. finally, at first one third year of my third year, i got it, my first #1 rank. i was so glad that i laughed to tears and ran home hastily. unfortunately, that's the first nigtmare i had to begin with, my brother also got his 13th #1 rank, which made that NOTHING special about getting a #1 rank. i got some praise and THAT'S IT, all of it; nobody seemed to understand me, i also want a #1 rank present like my brother got, my very own #1 rank present :(. And just like the bad people says "the nightmare just begun"; my brother put salt on my wounds by saying, "very good, brother. you can have my (4 years old) bike as a reward". WHAT THE FUCK!!!.
2 years later, my brother graduated from the elementary school, outstandingly, of course; which was made him enable to enter the best junior school in town, praised by every one. and also 2 years later, i was also graduated and miraculously enter the same junior school; my brother was on his third year by the way and he already ROLED. i still barely remember when my indonesian literature teacher mrs. Ipsal Yulmiati said "why didn't you study seriously and get a better grade, seriously you are far different from your brother". her words carved deeply into my heart; where did i go wrong? i tried my best; I AM NOT MY BROTHER. few month later, my brother graduated as best student and enter the best high school in province, in big city which was made him rewarded with a game spec personal computer set. he is just too much for me to catch up, i know that even in my best fantasies daydream i won't enable to enter that high school, just the best of among all the junior schooler of entire province can enter. it's the time when my rebellions started.
on my 2nd year, i always went home late, i spent time all days all weeks at the game center nearby my school and even on my 3rd year, i ditch most of my supplementary lesson and went there, releasing my stress came first, then its just become a habit. i barely passed the final exam but fail to gain enough grade to go to the same high school as my brother, so i enter a high scool at the same town as my junior school but far enough from that game center which made me kick the habit, besides it's not a playground for a high schooler.
the situation calmed a bit since my brother and i are in the different city, i had a momentary peace to adapt on my own world, i start my social life, behaving my self better, and noticing some girls around. i join an informatic science olymphiads club since so letting the students use internet freely :D.
when the yearly science olymphiads started, i was sent with five others for the informatics subject competitors of my high school, competing with other schools in the city and my own comrades also. there comes a big avalache from the heaven, i hit the champion. well. it's not that great so i didn't even bother to tell my parents although somehow they know eavesdropping from somewhere. dad said " you won a competition? that's great"; mom said "yeah, he should have won, there wont be so many competitor in such this small town". i made a great decision not to tell them. its my first year,by the way, and my brother didn't make it in his city since he has so so many "competitors", but i keep meself happy, thou.
At the beginning of my second year, all of the hell break through; my brother graduated from his high school and accepted throuh a passing test in the best institution of this country, which made him one of the best students of this nations. i've lost all of my hopes and don't care of beating him anymore. Logically, it's impossible, just impossible, so i kept on doing my activities; here comes the yearly science olymphiads.
Right before the day of competition, i approached my father to make a deal that if i could win it, again, i want him to buy me a mobile phone since i have none (my bro had one during high school since he is in a different town), and he agreed, we had a deal. i won, voia, i just had me a mobile, tralalalala. several weeks later, i got my parent a letter from the ministry of education of the city goverment, an invitation to claim MY reward money. my mom made it. later on, at home, i straighly claim my money to mom but se decline,"you got your phone, didn't you" "but it's my money" "it's for your tuition later" "but.." "honey, we are insulficient of fund right now for your brother tuition"
one year and several months later i graduated, its time to decide the univercity to attend. out of nowhere, i decided to go to the same institute as my brother, i told my folks. dad:"are you sure? can you do it? then go for it", bro:"petroleum and mining engineering? are you insane? that's the hardest one to reach around here" mom:"if it's about to be together with your brother, just forget it, it's too hard FOR YOU to get", me:" i want it and i known what i want". it's a lie, i dont give a damn shit about #1 institution in nation or graduate and working in a petroleum or mining company and be rich or the petroleum and mining itself. the only thing i had interest is in informatic and computer thingy, it has nothing to do with mining and petroleum. by going there, it'ld mean that i abandon my friedns, my hometown since its thousands miles far away.
but i chose it because its without a doubt a better one than my brother had and besides every girls though that this one is too cool to enter.
i passed the test.
i have no longer interest, i already had my greatest ambition and graduating from here is not one of them. i rarely attend class and of course i fail to pass several subject. mom:"you shall not fail like that, you should learn from your brother's failure and not make the same mistake". yeah, he was also fail some subject like i was but WHAT IS THE FUCK THAT MADE HIM HAVE THE RIGHT TO FAIL BUT NOT ME?????
today, july 28th 2011,i just got a phone call from mom which told me not to go home this lebaran holiday ( i haven't home for the last two lebaran holiday which will make this is the third). i asked why, why? because i should not go home without my brother (FYI, the last 2 lebaran holiday my brother went home without me), and why wont my brother home? because he'll have a trip to jogja with his friends. as hard as i can on summing this is the fact that i am not allowed to go home because my brother had a trip to jogja.
it's not like they dont love me, they did, pretty much. it's just like sometimes, the things goes unfair, didn't anyone tell you that life is unfair?, well, it is. it's not like i hate them, i never have them, will never ever. it's just the way it is.
"you know why the big brother had always been born first? because it's meant to protect younger who'd be born after" (-kurosaki ichigo-, bleach, kubo tite)
my destiny had beed decided ever since i was named as i am, Gilang Vernando, the last-name part, but the complicated thing is way before that. it's when my old brother got a different name, he was gifted by our family name, khaira. see the glitch?
i was and am raised by the shadow of my old bro; he was always too many steps further like: he is the batman, i'm the robin; he's ironman, i'm rhody; jack sparrow-william turner; him-me...
he is like 2 and half years older, begun his tuition 2 years before me. the time he entered elementary and qur'an-learning class, everything seems just fine; he reviewed what he learned at home, i tried to catch up and learn it together with him which made me enable to read alphabetic and arabic in such a young age, everything went just fine, yeah. he got #1 rank at the very first year and constantly keep his grade until graduation. o yeah, he got a bike as the present for his rank.
Time for me to hit the school, but sadly enough, i can't hit the #1 rank for a very long period due my bad behaviours and my unreadable handwriting. finally, at first one third year of my third year, i got it, my first #1 rank. i was so glad that i laughed to tears and ran home hastily. unfortunately, that's the first nigtmare i had to begin with, my brother also got his 13th #1 rank, which made that NOTHING special about getting a #1 rank. i got some praise and THAT'S IT, all of it; nobody seemed to understand me, i also want a #1 rank present like my brother got, my very own #1 rank present :(. And just like the bad people says "the nightmare just begun"; my brother put salt on my wounds by saying, "very good, brother. you can have my (4 years old) bike as a reward". WHAT THE FUCK!!!.
2 years later, my brother graduated from the elementary school, outstandingly, of course; which was made him enable to enter the best junior school in town, praised by every one. and also 2 years later, i was also graduated and miraculously enter the same junior school; my brother was on his third year by the way and he already ROLED. i still barely remember when my indonesian literature teacher mrs. Ipsal Yulmiati said "why didn't you study seriously and get a better grade, seriously you are far different from your brother". her words carved deeply into my heart; where did i go wrong? i tried my best; I AM NOT MY BROTHER. few month later, my brother graduated as best student and enter the best high school in province, in big city which was made him rewarded with a game spec personal computer set. he is just too much for me to catch up, i know that even in my best fantasies daydream i won't enable to enter that high school, just the best of among all the junior schooler of entire province can enter. it's the time when my rebellions started.
on my 2nd year, i always went home late, i spent time all days all weeks at the game center nearby my school and even on my 3rd year, i ditch most of my supplementary lesson and went there, releasing my stress came first, then its just become a habit. i barely passed the final exam but fail to gain enough grade to go to the same high school as my brother, so i enter a high scool at the same town as my junior school but far enough from that game center which made me kick the habit, besides it's not a playground for a high schooler.
the situation calmed a bit since my brother and i are in the different city, i had a momentary peace to adapt on my own world, i start my social life, behaving my self better, and noticing some girls around. i join an informatic science olymphiads club since so letting the students use internet freely :D.
when the yearly science olymphiads started, i was sent with five others for the informatics subject competitors of my high school, competing with other schools in the city and my own comrades also. there comes a big avalache from the heaven, i hit the champion. well. it's not that great so i didn't even bother to tell my parents although somehow they know eavesdropping from somewhere. dad said " you won a competition? that's great"; mom said "yeah, he should have won, there wont be so many competitor in such this small town". i made a great decision not to tell them. its my first year,by the way, and my brother didn't make it in his city since he has so so many "competitors", but i keep meself happy, thou.
At the beginning of my second year, all of the hell break through; my brother graduated from his high school and accepted throuh a passing test in the best institution of this country, which made him one of the best students of this nations. i've lost all of my hopes and don't care of beating him anymore. Logically, it's impossible, just impossible, so i kept on doing my activities; here comes the yearly science olymphiads.
Right before the day of competition, i approached my father to make a deal that if i could win it, again, i want him to buy me a mobile phone since i have none (my bro had one during high school since he is in a different town), and he agreed, we had a deal. i won, voia, i just had me a mobile, tralalalala. several weeks later, i got my parent a letter from the ministry of education of the city goverment, an invitation to claim MY reward money. my mom made it. later on, at home, i straighly claim my money to mom but se decline,"you got your phone, didn't you" "but it's my money" "it's for your tuition later" "but.." "honey, we are insulficient of fund right now for your brother tuition"
one year and several months later i graduated, its time to decide the univercity to attend. out of nowhere, i decided to go to the same institute as my brother, i told my folks. dad:"are you sure? can you do it? then go for it", bro:"petroleum and mining engineering? are you insane? that's the hardest one to reach around here" mom:"if it's about to be together with your brother, just forget it, it's too hard FOR YOU to get", me:" i want it and i known what i want". it's a lie, i dont give a damn shit about #1 institution in nation or graduate and working in a petroleum or mining company and be rich or the petroleum and mining itself. the only thing i had interest is in informatic and computer thingy, it has nothing to do with mining and petroleum. by going there, it'ld mean that i abandon my friedns, my hometown since its thousands miles far away.
but i chose it because its without a doubt a better one than my brother had and besides every girls though that this one is too cool to enter.
i passed the test.
i have no longer interest, i already had my greatest ambition and graduating from here is not one of them. i rarely attend class and of course i fail to pass several subject. mom:"you shall not fail like that, you should learn from your brother's failure and not make the same mistake". yeah, he was also fail some subject like i was but WHAT IS THE FUCK THAT MADE HIM HAVE THE RIGHT TO FAIL BUT NOT ME?????
today, july 28th 2011,i just got a phone call from mom which told me not to go home this lebaran holiday ( i haven't home for the last two lebaran holiday which will make this is the third). i asked why, why? because i should not go home without my brother (FYI, the last 2 lebaran holiday my brother went home without me), and why wont my brother home? because he'll have a trip to jogja with his friends. as hard as i can on summing this is the fact that i am not allowed to go home because my brother had a trip to jogja.
it's not like they dont love me, they did, pretty much. it's just like sometimes, the things goes unfair, didn't anyone tell you that life is unfair?, well, it is. it's not like i hate them, i never have them, will never ever. it's just the way it is.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Cheat duit Game PC Pake Cheat Engine
Disini gw bakal mecoba menjelasin cata nge-cheat game yang biasa kita temukan sehari2 . tujuannya biar kita gampang maininnya atau sekedar buat fun fun saja :D. Mungkin banya pikiran kolot seperti “dimana asiknya main kalo make cara cheat gitu” atau “ apa gunanya lo asah pedang kalo musuh lo jantungan ditempat??”. Hey, slow down, bro, tidak ada pemaksaan disini, lo suka, lo lakuin, lo gak senang jangan mencaci, disini aing cuma mo sharing aja.
First of all, gw mo ngucapin terima kasih k Allah, Tuhan YME yang telah ngasi gw otak yang begitu culai untuk memulai cheating game2 yang gw mainin, juga kepada Rasulnya, Rasulullah SAW yang telah bikin jaman penuh cahaya ini (ada teknologinya bok). Trus ama emak n abak gw, yang membuat gw ada disini, teman2 seperjuangan yang mendukung kelicikan gw, n perusahaan yang udah bikin game serta perusahaan lainnya yang telah bikin cheat programnya. Sekalian gw minta maaf ama perusahaan yang bikin game, merusak karya premium mereka, minta maaf ama gamers karna merusak citra games sejati (sekali lagi, cheat ini hanya untuk mempermudah atau senang2 atau malah untuk tantangan yang lebih menarik. Cekidot).
Apa yang dibutuhkan dalam nge-cheat game itu??? Noh, liat aja dibawah:
1. Personal Computer (iya lah, kalo mo ngecheat pake playstation beli gameshark aja sono)
2. Game yang mo di cheat
3. Applikasi cheat (applikasi yang bisa break, freeze, change value. Gw nyamannya pake cheat engine n biasa make itu, jadi gw jelesinnya pake itu aja :D )
4. Otak (iya, otak. Cheater juga harus kreatif, minimal bisa ngerti uraian gw)
5. Kemampuan buat ngetik n pegang mouse serta kemampuan berhitung
Ok, pertama-tama donlot dulu dong applikasinya di http://www.cheatengine.org/download.php kalo udah trus diinstall dah. Ati2, beberapa antivirus menganggap beberapa file dari applikasi ini sebagai virus, Trojan, jadi disable dulu lah antivirusnya, trus bikin pengecualian buat applikasi ini. Tenang aja, applikasi ini (sejauh ini) bukan virus kok. Abis diinstal ada disuruh ikut tutorial kan? Skip aja, itu buat orang2 tertentu aja, kita gak perlu paham ampe sejauh itu.
Pertama kita cheat yang paling basic dulu, goooold (dalam beberapa game ada yang namanya zeny, money, potch, coin, cash, manna) gw jelasinnya pake contoh aja. gw bakal ngecheat game insaniquarium deluxe nih. pertama, buka dulu applikasi insaniquarium ama cheat enginenya. di program insaniquarium, kita buka tempat yang ada duitnya (tank). kita liat di applikasi cheat engine, di bawah task bar File, ada kotak bergambar orang di depan monitor kira2 7 mili x 7 mili yaitu select process to open trus pilih insaniquarium.exe, klik open seperti pada gambar
nah, sekarang table value jadi bisa dimodifikasi tuh, isi kolom valuenya sesuai duit yang ada saat ini (duit di insaniquarium gw saat itu 272750 jadi gw isi 272750), kotak hexnya JANGAN di ceklis karna itu berarti datanya heksadesimal (bikin ribet). scan typenya exact value, value typenya all (byte to double, karna value yang nyimpan data duitnya bisa dimana aja, byte, 2 byte, atau double sekalipun) pembulatannya truncated jadi yang diambil bilangan bulat aja, kalo pilih rounded berarti mo bikin komputer crash soalnya untuk value 272749,45 juga dianggap 272750. kalo udah lalukan first scan. ntar hasilnya kurang lebih keak gini:
hasilnya ada 125.005 addres yang memiliki value 272750, sedangkan yang menampung value itu cuma 1 addres. mo di ganti satu-satu? mending makan pete dah. nah, kalo udah biarin aja keak gitu dulu, kita mainin gamenya lagi ampe duitnya berubah (berkurang atau bertambah) lo bisa pake duitnya buat beli sesuat atau jual sesuatu biar angka duitnya berubah. dalam kasus gw, gw beli seekor ikan hingga duit gw jadi sisa 247750. masukin nilai baru itu kedalam bar value (angka 272750 diganti ama 247750) trus klik dah next scan. jadinya keak gini:
dari 125.005 kemungkinan tadi sisa 13, mantaaaap. gw yakin dah address yang nampung value duit di insaniquarium itu yang address 024B3648. tapi gak bisa yakin sebelum dibuktikan kan? sok, discan lagi. lakuin aja keak langkah tadi, ubah duit yang di game (beli atau jual sesuatu). gw beli seekor ikan lagi dah, gw kasi nama overcoolboyz tuh :P. sekarang duit gw jadi sisa 222755. isi lagi kolom valuenya, klik dah next scan. ntar hasilnya keak gini:
eh, addressnya sisa 3. yang mana nih yang mengandung value gold?
ketiganya, gak liat tuh addresnya sama. yang beda hanya type valuenya. yang paling gede yang bisa menampung angka paling banyak, yang itu aja yang di edit. 124B3648:4 (angka 4 berarti 4 byte, bisa nampung ampe ((2 pangkat (8 x 4)-1)-1). bisa nampung ampe 2 pangkat 64 dikurang 1. dimana dapat rumus itu? gak udah banyak tanya, itu cuma lo dapat kalo lo ikut olimpiade informatika waktu masi kecil, males jabarinnya. jadi duit nya bisa diganti dari 0 sampe nilai itu, angka itu termasuk 123456789. ntar duitnya gw ganti itu, 123456789, hehehe. mari kita coba, pertama dobel klik dulu 124B3648:4, ntar addressnya jadi masuk di kolom memory view. gw jelasin kolom 1 per 1 dah. kolom frozen itu nanya apakah valuenya bakal lo jaga segitu, atau ascending, ataupun descending. kalo diceklis maka duit lo tetap segitu, mo dijual atau beli apapun. description itu keterangan yng mo lo kasi ttg address itu, biar gak lupa n yang lain paham. address ama type yaa itu tadi. type bisa diganti tapi belum tentu berdampak baik, bisa jadi petaka. misalnya itu kan 4 byte, tapi lo maruk, menganggap itu masi belum cukup trus lo ganti ama 8 byte (jadi bisa nampung ampe ((2 pangkat (8 x 8)-1)-1). kalo lo masukin duitnya 123456789 sih gak pa pa, tapi kalo lo masukin angka yang lebih dari ((2 pangkat (8 x 4)-1)-1) maka ntar bakal keluar simbol2 aneh, ASCII, bahasa mesin, lo yang rugi. sekarang udah gak jaman bahasa mesin, decryptionnya bikin bete.) jadi kesimpulannya biarin aja 4 byte. nah, kolom value itu yang paling penting; kolom itu berisikan angka duit lo, lo mau duit berapa? masukin disitu. gw mo duit gw 123456789 nih, nah, gw dobel klik, masukin 123456789, trus klik ok. tadaa,,,,!!!!! duit gw jadi 123456789
cekidot
ngerti lah ya? orang gampang gini
tapi kalo gak ngerti boleh nanya deh dibawah
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